I couldn’t see her face or hear her voice, so I decided to carefully write an email to her asking these questions. The jist was that I felt used and hurt, couldn’t believe she was back with her ex just a few days after ending things with me and a couple weeks after telling me she loved me. That I was embarrassed that we just came out as a couple to our entire company and then she lost her shit and now we’re the biggest gossip trend in the office.
I was so angry, but I worded it more as hurt. I didn’t want to give her a single reason to lash out back at me. I’d seriously been immaculate to this girl. Maybe it’ll make it sting a little more if I continue to be nothing but hurt and confused.